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Active Stabilisation Session (3) …

I pre-booked this session the minute I finished the Active Stabilisation Session (2) …, working it around YFC_J afternoon availability and leaving enough time for my recovery, which never seems to happen these days.

I am eager to keep going with this part of the programme, it feels like we are very much getting down to the nitty gritty of my personality right now.

Preparation & Setting Up …

As soon as I received the bill from my active stabilisation session (2) I also received the details for my next appointment, we have decided to use telephone for now as it suits me much better. As I have said before, it really does feel very efficient and much better catered for someone with severe ME than I’ve experienced anywhere else before. I am so happy with all the adjustments that had been made to personalise things form just me and my ME.

What’s New …

Since my last session with YFC_J I have continued to be very unwell. Having PEM from just breathing and eating, which is making me extra unwell.

I feel so poorly that I am scared and have no idea how I will ever recover to any kind of level of ‘doing’. But, YFC_J reassures me that I may never be 100% well again but I can find my equilibrium again. I sincerely hope so.

I still want to cry all the time. The pain is unbearable and the nerve pain I am getting is unsettling and bring anxiety to the fore. I just want to heard, loved, healed and cared for.

However, I realise now that how I am feeling is understandable and to be expected. The illness is so unjust and such a messer of the mind that it’s no wonder I feel as I do.

It is ok and I love you 🤍💙🤍 … never forget 🐘

What’s Important …

As poorly as I am, I am still feeling hopeful and rather excited to keep doing the new parts of the programme. To actually stop and listen to my body and then be kind and encouraging will be novel for me. But is something I really want to try to do.

I feel it is an act of love toward myself.

My programme plan from the previous session was: (this was devised by me, for me, because without it I will keep reverting back to the old automatic me) …

    • to start my day much more kindly …
    • to continue like this throughout the day …
    • remember to be kind to myself …
    • and to encourage myself …
    • and to ‘be easy’ with everything (this means really absolutely everything) …
    • *** be easy …
    • *** be kind …
    • *** be compassionate …
    • *** patient …

How / What Have I Been Doing Since My Last Session …

I would like to implement the previous session into my daily living firstly by changing my ‘bossy / harsh’ inner chat to a much more ‘kindly / compassionate’ inner chat. I would like to become more supportive towards myself with plenty of gentle and easy expectations.

For example: encourage myself rather than tell myself I don’t get a choice and I simply need to get on with it.

#day 1 (13.08.2021) : I failed … I forgot who I want to be and was just me again. It was hard because I’m so used to pushing and I didn’t realise, that I had behaved exactly as I always do even though I intended to be different, until the afternoon of the day. But, I can and I will do this. Tomorrow is another day and the rest of today still has opportunities for kindness and encouragement.

Despite my initial failure, I won too. For our lunch, we bought a takeout sandwich from Jan’s Lakeland Sandwich Bar. I have a sundried tomato & cheese ciabatta with chicken mayonnaise, tomato, lettuce, and sweet corn, which is a big ass kind of butty. So in order not to overburden my digestion and ask too much from my poorly body, I cut it into four and ate the four sections throughout the day and I was able to digest it without over burdening myself.

I also did one stretch / move for my frozen shoulder.

After a nonstarter, I did fantastically well this afternoon.

#day 2 (14.08.2021) : M I G R A I N E   A G A I N   . . .

#day 3 (15.08.2021) : Today, I have started to train myself to be more open to what I am experiencing and then offering compassion to myself. I am using the Compassion Cards by Pema Chödrön by randomly picking a card and working with it. Some will be chosen daily, but others I may use for a few days or more; as long as needed.

The Mahayana instruction for ejection of consciousness at death is the five strengths: how you conduct yourself is important.

When you are dying, practice the five strengths (based on becoming very familiar with them while you are alive).

strong determination: open and let go when the appearances of this world start to dissolve.

familiarisation: practice opening and letting go throughout your life so you will not panic as everything dissolves at death.

the positive seed: trust that you will have the innate ability to let go and feel compassion for others.

reproach: realising that this limited identity isn’t solid and it dissolving, do not indulge in trying to keep it from falling apart.

aspiration: at death, aspire to spend all your future lives in the presence of your teachers and to do your best to benefit others forever.

#day 4 (16.08.2021) : M I G A I N E   A G A I N   . . .

But, for what feels like the first time ever my tablets are working. I have take 3 kinds at alternate 2 hour timeframes … but they’ve worked to keep the pain low and the neurological symptoms manageable.

Today I sent my privates blood back. I don’t expect miracles, but you really never know. RESULTS: low normal on everything except folate (B9), which is extremely low. So I’m starting ‘5 MTHF Methylfolate 1000 mcg’ supplementation.

The rest of the day was spent at ease using breathe and relaxation prior to any activity.

#day 5 (17.08.2021) : today has been a really difficult day. I had to have a bath and wash my hair. It’s been well over two weeks again since I last did it. I thought I could managed but I couldn’t.

Also, on a personal level NICE have postponed their new ME guidelines. Their reason is an absolute joke and this news has really made feel really me unwell.

medically induced post trauma I think ….

#day 6 (18.08.2021) : MI G R A I N E   A G A I N   . . .

#day 7 (19.08.2021) : M I G R A I N E   A G A I N   . . . this really is not living, I actually feel barely alive … BUT, I am trying to be kind, easy and compassionate with myself.

#week 2 (25.08.2021) : having too many migraines right now to be anything but kind and compassionate to myself …

I am struggling so much but I do think the folate is making a difference. That said, I am not great, just maybe a bit better than I was.

I walked up the stairs of my boy_2’s flat, only 2 flights, and hoovered a small bedroom, tiny bathroom, kitchen and lounge two days ago and now I just can’t get back to where I was. I hate hate hate this illness and its devastation.

#week 3 (01.09.2021) : I am impossibly unwell right now and cannot be anything but kind and accepting towards myself. That said, I do not feel any better for being kinder to myself …

#week 4 (08.09.2021) : what a shit time I am having of illness right now … I don’t seem to be getting back to my previous levels any time soon …

#week 5 (15.09.2021) : I have not been great at all …

The Active Stabilisation Session (3) …

Well, I missed, or more precisely I forgot, my appointment. But maybe, for me, this is a good thing because it means I’m being more accepting of my illness and as a result kinder and less regimented.

In the session we discussed if I have managed to be kinder to and more compassionate with myself and build on the resting periods from the active stabilisation session #1.

I have not been consciously working on any of these much but after chatting with YFC_J I realise that I have been doing this because the actions and changes I have made show this.

I have also realised that I have a lot of frustrations and anger regarding how I have been ‘seen’ and ‘treated’ previously in relation to the ME/CFS.

After The Active Stabilisation Session …

I felt worn out and had a list of things to do BUT I decided that I would close the blinds, put an eye mask, and treat myself to a rest and recovery sessions.

I feel this was an act of love and compassion towards myself.

The Here & Now …

I was too unwell to add anything yesterday.

So, today, the following day, I had a bad bad night and sweated all night long. I had very poor sleep. Sweated all night. So today I feel exhausted and am easing up on myself again.

The Day After …

See above …

What Next …

I aim to implement daily ‘rest and recover’ sessions. Get back to daily acupressure mat and sensate (vagus nerve stimulation). And be very kind towards myself.

I will document as much information as I can in the next blog post in ‘my healing journey’. Please be aware that any information I share will always follow data protection guidelines and will never be enough for you to substitute it for your own programme

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My birth name is Denise, but I’m know as Bella to those who love me. I have a first class honours degree in education & psychology and a strong passion to keep learning and educating others ... I have severe ME/CFS and lots of other chronic illnesses and I started this blog as an expansion to my instagram page, where I advocate for chronic illness. I am married and have two grown up boys, or should I say young men. I have three gorgeous grandchildren, one boy and two girls. And despite being chronically sick and housebound I am mostly happy. 🥰

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10 steps to practicing Radical Acceptance
according to DBT’s founder, Marsha Linehan:

 

1.  Observe that you are questioning or fighting reality (“it shouldn’t be this way”)

2.  Remind yourself that the unpleasant reality is just as it is and cannot be changed (“this is what happened”)

3.  Remind yourself that there are causes for the reality (“this is how things happened”)

4.  Practice accepting with your whole self (mind, body, spirit) - Use accepting self-talk, relaxation techniques, mindfulness and/or imagery

5.  List all of the behaviors you would engage in if you did accept the facts and then engage in those behaviors as if you have already accepted the facts

6.  Imagine, in your mind’s eye, believing what you do not want to accept and rehearse in your mind what you would do if you accepted what seems unacceptable

7.  Attend to body sensations as you think about what you need to accept

8.  Allow disappointment, sadness or grief to arise within you

9.  Acknowledge that life can be worth living even when there is pain

10.  Do pros and cons if you find yourself resisting practicing acceptance

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2009 Oct-Dec; 51(4): 239–241.
doi: 10.4103/0019-5545.58285: 10.4103/0019-5545.58285
PMCID: PMC2802367
PMID: 20048445

The biochemistry of belief

Address for correspondence: Dr. TS Sathyanarayana Rao, Department of Psychiatry, JSS University, JSS Medical College Hospital, M.G. Road, Mysore - 570 004, India. E-mail: moc.oohay@91oarsst
This is an open-access article distributed under the terms of the Creative Commons Attribution License, which permits unrestricted use, distribution, and reproduction in any medium, provided the original work is properly cited.

“Man is what he believes”

Anton Chekhov

Beliefs are basically the guiding principles in life that provide direction and meaning in life. Beliefs are the preset, organized filters to our perceptions of the world (external and internal). Beliefs are like ‘Internal commands’ to the brain as to how to represent what is happening, when we congruently believe something to be true. In the absence of beliefs or inability to tap into them, people feel disempowered.

Beliefs originate from what we hear - and keep on hearing from others, ever since we were children (and even before that!). The sources of beliefs include environment, events, knowledge, past experiences, visualization etc. One of the biggest misconceptions people often harbor is that belief is a static, intellectual concept. Nothing can be farther from truth! Beliefs are a choice. We have the power to choose our beliefs. Our beliefs become our reality.

Beliefs are not just cold mental premises, but are ‘hot stuff’ intertwined with emotions (conscious or unconscious). Perhaps, that is why we feel threatened or react with sometimes uncalled for aggression, when we believe our beliefs are being challenged! Research findings have repeatedly pointed out that the emotional brain is no longer confined to the classical locales of the hippocampus, amygdala and hypothalamus.[1] The sensory inputs we receive from the environment undergo a filtering process as they travel across one or more synapses, ultimately reaching the area of higher processing, like the frontal lobes. There, the sensory information enters our conscious awareness. What portion of this sensory information enters is determined by our beliefs. Fortunately for us, receptors on the cell membranes are flexible, which can alter in sensitivity and conformation. In other words, even when we feel stuck ‘emotionally’, there is always a biochemical potential for change and possible growth. When we choose to change our thoughts (bursts of neurochemicals!), we become open and receptive to other pieces of sensory information hitherto blocked by our beliefs! When we change our thinking, we change our beliefs. When we change our beliefs, we change our behavior.

A mention of the ‘Placebo’ is most appropriate at this juncture. Medical history is replete with numerous reported cases where placebos were found to have a profound effect on a variety of disorders. One such astounding case was that of a woman suffering from severe nausea and vomiting. Objective measurements of her gastric contractions indicated a disrupted pattern matching the condition she complained of. Then a ‘new, magical, extremely potent’ drug was offered to her, which would, the doctors proclaimed, undoubtedly cure her nausea. Within a few minutes, her nausea vanished! The very same gastric tests now revealed normal pattern, when, in actuality, she had been given syrup of ipecac, a substance usually used to induce nausea! When the syrup was presented to her, paired with the strong suggestion of relief of nausea, by an authority figure, it acted as a (command) message to the brain that triggered a cascade of self-regulatory biochemical responses within the body.[2] This instance dramatically demonstrates that the influence of placebo could be more potent than expected drug effect.

An important observation was that, part of the placebo response seemed to involve the meaning of the disorder or the illness to the individual. In other words, the person's belief or how she/he interprets (inter-presents or internally represents) directly governs the biological response or behavior. Another remarkable study involved a schizophrenic. This woman was observed to have split personality. Under normal conditions, her blood glucose levels were normal. However, the moment she believed she was diabetic, her entire physiology changed to become that of a diabetic, including elevated blood glucose levels.[3]

Suggestions or symbolic messages shape beliefs that in turn affect our physical well being. Several cases of ‘Disappearance of warts’ have been reported by Ornstein and Sobel wherein they ponder on how the brain translates the suggestions (sometimes using hypnosis) into systematic biochemical battle strategies such as chemical messengers sent to enlist the aid of immune cells in an assault on the microbe-induced miniature tumor or probably small arteries are selectively constricted, cutting off the vital nutrient supply to warts but not touching the neighboring healthy cells.[2]

Findings of carefully designed research indicate that our interpretation of what we are seeing (experiencing) can literally alter our physiology. In fact, all symptoms of medicine work through our beliefs. By subtly transforming the unknown (disease/disorder) into something known, named, tamed and explained, alarm reactions in the brain can be calmed down. All therapies have a hidden, symbolic value and influence on the psyche, besides the direct specific effect they may have on the body.

Just as amazingly life-affirming placebos are, the reverse, “Nocebo' has been observed to be playing its part too. It is associated with negative, life-threatening or disempowering beliefs. Arthur Barsky, a psychiatrist states that it is the patient's expectations – beliefs whether a drug or procedure works or will have side effects – that plays a crucial role in the outcome.[4]

The biochemistry of our body stems from our awareness.[5] Belief-reinforced awareness becomes our biochemistry. Each and every tiny cell in our body is perfectly and absolutely aware of our thoughts, feelings and of course, our beliefs. There is a beautiful saying ‘Nobody grows old. When people stop growing, they become old’. If you believe you are fragile, the biochemistry of your body unquestionably obeys and manifests it. If you believe you are tough (irrespective of your weight and bone density!), your body undeniably mirrors it. When you believe you are depressed (more precisely, when you become consciously aware of your ‘Being depressed’), you stamp the raw data received through your sense organs, with a judgment – that is your personal view – and physically become the ‘interpretation’ as you internalize it. A classic example is ‘Psychosocial dwarfism’, wherein children who feel and believethat they are unloved, translate the perceived lack of love into depleted levels of growth hormone, in contrast to the strongly held view that growth hormone is released according to a preprogrammed schedule coded into the individual's genes!

Providing scientific evidence to support a holistic approach to well being and healthcare, Bruce Lipton sheds light on mechanism underlying healing at cellular level. He emphasizes that ‘love’ is the most healing emotion and ‘placebo’ effect accounts for a substantial percentage of any drug's action, underscoring the significance of beliefs in health and sickness. According to him, as adults, we still believe in and act our lives out based on information we absorbed as children (pathetic indeed!). And the good news is, we can do something about the ‘tape’ our subconscious mind is playing (ol' silly beliefs) and change them NOW.[6] Further recent literature evidences provided knowledge based on scientific principles of biology of belief. There are limited studies on clinics of traditional beliefs and if we get more scientific data, we can use these traditional systems in clinical mental health management. Human belief system is formed by all the experiences learned and experimented filtered through personality.[7] The senses to capture inner and outer perceptions have higher brain potentials. Some questions that arise in this context are, does the integration and acceptance of these perceptions result in the establishment of beliefs? Does the establishment of these beliefs depend on proof demonstrations? The proofs might be the perceptions, which we can directly see or having scientific proof or custom or faith.[8,9] Beliefs are developed as stimuli received as trusted information and stored in the memory. These perceptions are generalized and established into belief. These beliefs are involved in the moral judgment of the person. Beliefs help in decision-making. Bogousslavsky and Inglin explained that, how some physicians were more successful by taking an account of patient beliefs. Beliefs influence factors involved in the development of psychopathology. They also influence the cognitive and emotional assessment, addictiveness, responses to false positives and persistent normal defensive reactions. Total brain function is required in stabilizing the belief and in responding to environmental system. Some of the brain regions and the neural circuits are very important in establishing beliefs and executing emotions. Frontal lobes play a major role in beliefs. Mental representations of the world are integrated with sub-cortical information by prefrontal cortex. Amygdala and Hippocampus are involved in the process of thinking and thus help in execution of beliefs. NMDA receptor is involved in thinking and in the development of beliefs. These beliefs are subjected to challenge. A belief that is subjected to more challenges becomes stronger. When a new stimulus comes, it creates distress in the brain with already existing patterns. The distress results in the release of dopamine (neurotransmitter) to transmit the signal.[10,11] Research findings of Young and Saxe (2008) revealed that medial prefrontal cortex is involved in processing the belief valence.[12] Right temporoparietal junction and precuneus are involved in the processing of beliefs to moral judgment. True beliefs are processed through right temporoparietal junction.[13,14] Saxe (2006) explained that beliefs judging starts at the age of five years citing example of judging of belief questions on short stories by the children.[15] Belief attribution involved activating regions of medial prefrontal cortex, superior temporal gyri and hippocampal regions. Studies by Krummenacher et al, have shown that dopamine levels are associated with paranormal thoughts suggesting the role of dopamine in belief development in the brain.[16] Flannelly et al, illustrated on how primitive brain mechanisms that evolved to assess environmental threats in related psychiatric disorders.[17] Also were highlighted the issues such as the way beliefs can affect psychiatric symptoms through these brain systems. The theories discussed widely are related to (a) link psychiatric disorders to threat assessment and (b) explain how the normal functioning of threat assessment systems can become pathological. It is proposed that three brain structures are implicated in brain disorders in response to threat assessment and self-defense: the regions are the prefrontal cortex, the basal ganglia and parts of limbic system. The functionality of these regions has great potential to understand mechanism of belief formation and its relevance in neurological functions/dysfunctions. Now it is clear that biology and physiology of belief is an open area for research both at basic and clinical level. The future directions are to develop validated experimental or sound theoretical interpretation to make ‘BELIEF’ as a potential clinical management tool.

Perceptual shifts are the prerequisites for changing the belief and hence changing the biochemistry of our body favorably. Our innate desire and willingness to learn and grow lead to newer perceptions. When we consciously allow newer perceptions to enter the brain by seeking new experiences, learning new skills and changed perspectives, our body can respond in newer ways –this is the true secret of youth. Beliefs (internal representations/interpretations) thus hold the magic wand of remarkable transformations in our biochemical profile. If you are chasing joy and peace all the time everywhere but exclaim exhausted, ‘Oh, it's to be found nowhere!’, why not change your interpretation of NOWHERE to ‘NOW HERE’; just by introducing a gap, you change your awareness – that changes your belief and that changes your biochemistry in an instant!

Everything exists as a ‘Matrix of pure possibilities’ akin to ‘formless’ molten wax or moldable soft clay. We shape them into anything we desire by choosing to do so, prompted, dictated (consciously or unconsciously) by our beliefs. The awareness that we are part of these ever-changing fields of energy that constantly interact with one another is what gives us the key hitherto elusive, to unlock the immense power within us. And it is our awareness of this awesome truth that changes everything. Then we transform ourselves from passive onlookers to powerful creators. Our beliefs provide the script to write or re-write the code of our reality.

Thoughts and beliefs are an integral part of the brain's operations. Neurotransmitters could be termed the ‘words’ brain uses to communicate with exchange of information occurring constantly, mediated by these molecular messengers. Unraveling the mystery of this molecular music induced by the magic of beliefs, dramatically influencing the biochemistry of brain could be an exciting adventure and a worth pursuing cerebral challenge.

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1. Candace Pert. Molecules of emotion: Why you feel the way you feel. New York, USA: Scribner Publications; 2003. ISBN-10: 0684846349.
2. Ornstein R, Sobel D. The healing brain: Breakthrough discoveries about how the brain keeps us healthy. USA: Malor Books; 1999. ISBN-10: 1883536170.
3. Robbins A. Unlimited power: The new science of personal excellence. UK: Simon and Schuster; 1986. ISBN 0-7434-0939-6.
4. Braden G. The spontaneous healing of belief. Hay House Publishers (India) Pvt. Ltd; 2008. ISBN 978-81-89988-39-5.
5. Chopra D. Ageless body, timeless mind: The quantum alternative to growing old. Hormony Publishers; 1994. ISBN -10: 0517882124.
6. Lipton B. The biology of belief: Unleashing the power of consciousness, matter and miracles. Mountain of Love Publishers; 2005. ISBN 978-0975991473.
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8. Gundersen L. Faith and healing. Ann Intern Med. 2000;132:169–72. [PubMed: 10644287]
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Articles from Indian Journal of Psychiatry are provided here courtesy of Wolters Kluwer -- Medknow Publications

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Initially, I was mildly sick then moderately but in recent years I’ve progressed to being severely affected.
I am housebound and often bedbound for months on end.

I really want to raise awareness and to raise money to help research #endME.

I am planning on reading ten books in ten months starting 12th May, which is international ME Awareness Day.
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